i haven’t been on here in like 2 weeks, it’s really depressing actually.
but i’m going to vent.
we all know, i miss my boyfriend and i wanna go home. im tired of feeling so insecure and sad all the time. i dont know what my problem is anymore.
i guess on the bright side is i’m doing really well in school, i’ve made A’s on everything this semester so far. which is a big leap from what i was doing last semester.
i get to see connor in 29 days.. thank god. i have so many surprises up my sleeve it’s insane ;) i’m just having problems finding a plane ticket to fly back to florida… i mean it’s not a problem ;) haha i wish i could stay there forever.. connor signed his contract and god only knows when he’s leaving or where he’ll be stationed afterwards.. i get so nervous and emotional thinking about it… i guess i just shouldn’t.
but i’m going to make a few goals before i get to see him.. i wanna start laying out & tanning like every day so i can finalllly get some color and quit being the whitest girl in florida. hahaha and i just wanna try to stay positive… it’ll make the time go by faster.
i dont know. i just need some more support.
